Time really files, in the next few days we will be celebrating Chinese New Year. Sometimes i just wonder why time files so fast that i couldn't even stop to think or reflect on what i have done in the previous year how i wish the time could stop for a moment so it allow us to think and reflect on certain things that we have done so that we can take note of what we have archieved in the previous year and what are we aiming for the coming year. This few days during my stay in hospital, it really given me the time to sit back and think of what i'm going to do for the next 10 months. Though the plan is still not in process but i believed it will work out in the next few months, the first thing that i want to get it done is to regain back my health though it is difficult but i believed it will take time to recover. The other thing that i want to do is to walk closer with God cos for the past few months i felt that i have backslided and i'm no longer depending on God but myself. I have been spending lesser time to do my Quiet Time. I hoped that during my trip, God will revealed to me the purpose of life so that i can live to the fullest. As i have been sick recently, i just find that my life is meaningless cos there so much medication that i have to take to control my condition i thought that after my psycharist had told me i do not need to take so much medication i was so happy but now instead of taking psycharist medicine i have to take medicine to relieve the symptom of IBS. When will i be free from medicine?? Sighed
Well, hope that thing will be better and i can live a positive and fulfillment live and to get into uni to do the course that i want.
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